the only words that I regret
are those I didn't say
I've spent too much time on doubt
because I was afraid
I let their opinions make me hate
my only voice
adopted their perceptions like
I didn't have a choice
I take responsibility
before I act then own it
if I didn't want this crop
I certainly wouldn't have grown it
why are you so hell-bent on
convincing me to say
that I regret my words because
you took them the wrong way
compassion and detachment
aren't mutually exclusive
focusing on someone else's life
is so intrusive
I can't waste my time on hoping
that you'll understand me
while you're busy drafting all
the verdicts that you'll hand me
you tell me to swallow
what you know will make me sick
so I wash my hands of you
and chew them to the quick
I'll execute the punishment
I did nothing to earn
but I won't let you do it because
then you'd never learn
Wednesday, February 01, 2012
Truth
I want to see you
don't want to be you
be yourself and I'll be mine
we are all different
nothing's wrong with it
anything else wastes our time
our own perspectives
are so subjective
we find our truth our own way
we start out in wombs
and end up in tombs
why care what others will say
resisting normalcy
it means nothing to me
it bores me this third degree
say what you want to
I'll listen to you
that doesn't mean I'll agree
I'll put it simply
you'll never get me
turn my attention inside
I'm on my own path
your troubles distract me
truth is outnumbered by lies
the notions your selling
seem overwhelming
I can't keep up with their pace
why sell my self short
just to conform
saving, not showing my face
I would prefer if
you'd be mature and
take our nuances as such
show some compassion
it's all I'm asking
why does it feel like too much?
don't want to be you
be yourself and I'll be mine
we are all different
nothing's wrong with it
anything else wastes our time
our own perspectives
are so subjective
we find our truth our own way
we start out in wombs
and end up in tombs
why care what others will say
resisting normalcy
it means nothing to me
it bores me this third degree
say what you want to
I'll listen to you
that doesn't mean I'll agree
I'll put it simply
you'll never get me
turn my attention inside
I'm on my own path
your troubles distract me
truth is outnumbered by lies
the notions your selling
seem overwhelming
I can't keep up with their pace
why sell my self short
just to conform
saving, not showing my face
I would prefer if
you'd be mature and
take our nuances as such
show some compassion
it's all I'm asking
why does it feel like too much?
Spoonfuls
enough is enough
quit your bitching and change it
if you hate your life
why don't you rearrange it
projecting your shit onto me
is an excuse
to keep you from looking
at what is wrong with you
you're just a princess
who won't lift a finger
allowing resentment
to fester and linger
you look in the mirror
and hate what you see
so now you are pushing
your ugly on me
you view my happiness
like a slight against you
I've always wondered
what I have done to you
you are so cold
and so hard to be around
you went out hunting
for the misery you found
you behave like you
exclusively feel pain
victim of everyone
never share the blame
dishing out spoonfuls
of hostility
while you refuse helpings
of kindness from me
at this point I just wish
somebody would deck you
'cause all that they do
is coddle and protect you
so you get away with
the things that you do
and spread all your darkness
to those around you
quit your bitching and change it
if you hate your life
why don't you rearrange it
projecting your shit onto me
is an excuse
to keep you from looking
at what is wrong with you
you're just a princess
who won't lift a finger
allowing resentment
to fester and linger
you look in the mirror
and hate what you see
so now you are pushing
your ugly on me
you view my happiness
like a slight against you
I've always wondered
what I have done to you
you are so cold
and so hard to be around
you went out hunting
for the misery you found
you behave like you
exclusively feel pain
victim of everyone
never share the blame
dishing out spoonfuls
of hostility
while you refuse helpings
of kindness from me
at this point I just wish
somebody would deck you
'cause all that they do
is coddle and protect you
so you get away with
the things that you do
and spread all your darkness
to those around you
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