Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Bird Song


wild bird in captivity feels
 a certain anxiety when
all he wants is to be free
the way all birds were born to be

as he looks up to the sky he
can't help but fantasize that
maybe in his next born life
he'll have not only wings but flight

... and not feel the expectation
to subdue his aviation
his feathers in the wind
to end is to begin again

among the most amazing things
how quickly life can change
took a buckshot to the wing
and now he'll never soar again

other ravens come to him
he wishes he could leave with them
his broken heart is in distress
no lullaby can help him rest

but now the time's approaching
to leave behind his poaching
return to earth and then he
will be reborn again... repeat


Monday, November 12, 2012

Change

don't ever let it stop you
ink at the tip of a pen
something about the way you lie there
in weakness I give in
some certain proposal
promises left unsaid
fur at the tip of a lily
and I'm strong

with a smile and a nod
hello, goodbye, I love you
those things you're not supposed to do...
finish my sculpture with
frosting and carnival music
I cannot see this place you've brought me
I cannot hear the lies you tell me

I don't buy into what you're selling
things change babe...
not because the world is ending
every book I've ever read for you
burns like fire
allowing any ending you choose

frost settles slightly on the window
the morning is still
it's quieter than usual
the cool breeze that's typical
of this time of year becomes
more frigid with each passing gust
and I'm dressed for summer

pain at the tips of my fingers
keeps me awake
waiting for something
but I'm not sure what yet
and I can't keep myself from wondering
if you'll be there when I need you to
hold me like I need you to
but don't let that stop you

don't ever let it stop you
don't let your feet get sore
things change without a warning
I can't say another word

Ferris Wheel

my mind is a Ferris wheel
where sometimes I'm so high
that I can see most everything
and I can touch the sky
then there is the middle ground
where lines can be ignored
and I can observe deeply now
this moment I'm here for
still dissension is a certainty
and so I cry
but tears are just a flock of birds
that quickly pass on by
and once again, I'm lifted
and am present in my life
rising slowly upward
watching joy and pain float by.